Skip to main content

Episode 8: Beginning my Dance Again

After more than 4 weeks of rest and exploration, I am about to begin my dance again.
I was desperate, I was lost.
I didn't know where to begin.
I didn't know how to begin

Makyo : Devadasi (Mantra Mix)
I have just decided to begin with this music piece.
This is a music piece which triggers my soul, more particularly the song title: <Devadasi>
Devadasi are Dancers who live in Hindu temples and devote their entire life dancing for God.
I was so drawn to being one, and even announced to a few close friends of mine that I am going to marry God through my dance!
Most certainly without a doubt, in one of my past lives, I was a Devadasi!


As my soul got more and more liberated, the idea of becoming a Devadasi ceases its appeal to me.
I asked myself why do I dance? And why is Dance is so important to me?
Many thoughts flooded me! That includes my desire to be a Dance Celebrity!
To be a globally applauded Dancer！


However, only ONE answer was left screaming in my heart- 
I JUST WANT TO BE FREE!!!!
I want to free myself through Dance.
Free myself from all pain, all illusions, all issues, all inhibitions.....


Anything that I find myself stuck with, I free myself!


This is the purpose of my Dance :)


Hereby, Arakah bows to the Universe with her Dance 

Comments

  1. AnonymousFebruary 21, 2012 at 10:45 PM

    Then just DANCE!!!
    Leave the talking to others!

    When they experience your performance!!!

    ReplyDelete

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

Episode 14: Bharata Natyam is Everything

Bharata Natyam consists of everything in the Universe! It is everything to me! But how am I gonna bring this Divine Masterpiece to the world? It has been a Web I've been holding on to. This web is too beautiful too magnificient for me to break it through. What if I could? Perhaps a whole new world will open up to me? And I will be able to bring this new world to Humanity. Liberating all of us from the Agony of Life Illuminating the Love and Joy of Living.
3 comments
Read more
It has been 4 years since I last blog. I decided to start again... I've been through so much and still going through so much. The intensity has gone down but the truth is I am still leading my life with my wounded child despite all the Self-Heal work I've been diligently doing. Instead of questioning myself and asking myself why I do I still feel wounded despite 15 years of Self-Help work, I am going to start credit and congratulate myself for each little baby steps through this blog of mine. The Truth is I have been AMAZING! SO SUPERBLY AMAZING!!! To have gone through what I've gone through and is still going through. I remain as truthful as I am to myself. I feel what I feel. I do what I do. As much as possible, I don't deny the inner truth which is exploding in me. As much as I could, I listen to myself, I honour myself, I do whatever I could for myself. And I know for sure, I will be here for myself. I will never ever abandon myself. I just wish it could be mad...
2 comments
Read more

Goddess Durga

Dancing as Goddess Durga, I aim to destroy all my Pain, Drama & Attachment. As Fierce as I could With my Mighty Fiery Fire, I am determined to break the viscious cycle I have been Spiraling in all these years! As Honest as I am, the Attachment is still in me I still want to cling on to what I am used to clinging on to. Even when it has already driven me to countless times of deadly devastation & desperation! How can I ever break my viscious cycle this way? How many more times do I want to "die"? How much more do I want to torment myself? Can I ever master how to love without attaching myself with such tight madness? Or am I really meant to remain as a wandering soul?
5 comments
Read more