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Episode 12: Dancing For Love

As I dance, I realised I am actually dancing for Love. I am dancing for my invisible lover.

When will you appear right in front of me?

He never appeared. Until now I am still waiting for him.

Where are you, My Love?

I am here waiting for you.

If I am Lakshmi, where has Vishnu gone to?
If I am Radha, why can't I hear the music of Krishna?
If I am Parvati, when will Siva wake up?
If I am Sita, who has taken Rama away from me?

If I am Arakah, how will I be united with my Lover?

Come to me now!


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  1. Your lover is invisible because he is INSIDE you. =)Just like Radha IS actually Krishna.
    They will eventually unite physically. =)

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